A THOUGHT IS A DESTINY

It is possible that sometimes....only sometimes, one feels in misery and pain....one feels as though he is the only one suffering in this world...no reasons....no calls....only pain....pain and suffering.
I cried...i cried and cried...Dont cry this evil voice keeps screaming to my face...you shouldnt...it is the evil voice of ignorance and intolerance....Dont cry...men dont cry, it says....but i cry, i answer.
If only this pain would vanish...if god would wipe away my tears with a touch of his love and caring....and only then when i feel this warmth and passion in my heart...Its making me cry even more and more....What the hell!!!

I said wipe away my tears not give me more!!!
And suddenly....Everything starts making sense again....Its god telling me pour it all out...dont keep any of your sadness or sorrow inside your pure heart...keep your heart happy and pain free.
I smile....I laugh, and all of a sudden i close my eyes and look deep into my heart...where god exists....even closer...and a embrace this energy of love and power and i smile even more.
Its all going away now...
But remember this inner voice says...You ask for it!
And in a while i start remembering what made me feel sad and cry....and i start feeling sad...but again this voice tells me... be-careful what you think of....A thought is a destiny.

NOW IS THE TIME. NOW IS THE PLACE.