A THOUGHT IS A DESTINY 2

He heard me thinking....He heard me pleading internally...how could he not? Hasn't he always said that he is closer to me than this artery feeding my vulnerable heart with blood?
Could he not be the blood itself running in my veins...Could he?
The essence of my existence...and the soul reason why i am here....The only truth I witness to...the only truth that was, that is...and that will ever be...The one and only reality...
They didn't like calling him the Father...I dare not to do it...they would kill me...But deep inside I always have felt this feeling towards him...He is the Father that can never be replaced... Hasn't he said, " And piety (for all creatures) as from Us, and purity: He was devout," Surah Maryam

I was in desperate need for his piety and love...It was essential for my purification...
It is the only love that can proudly replace and rephrase the missing love i have always felt thirsty for...
Not everyone though can feel this way towards him...He who can truly love god...Is the one who truly loves...
I was still thinking of all the "what ifs"...but to me it wasn't a what if...it was a plead for instant presence...And so it was....To me...It is a reminder and a gift...It is an alert...that what you are thinking...or your intentions define you...To the truth and the one reality it is the same i believe....It only makes me very cautious of how i phrase my thoughts into intentions...It makes me more powerful yet careful... for, a thought is a destiny...so as the saying goes, " be-careful what you wish for..."

NOW IS THE TIME. NOW IS THE PLACE.