The offspring of body and soul.

It is nearly impossible to be able to change a certain situation without changing the main elements playing role in causing it, you need to change people!
And since one has no control except over himself, and maybe some influence over a group of people surrounding him, it is only possible to make change through one's-self.
I am only righting this because i know how important it is for me to spill it all out, i am always in need for talking, but not with someone, only with myself. why? well, because it is only meaningless for two deaf people to talk, also meaningless for a one that can hear to speak with he who is deaf, hence because i am sometimes this and sometimes the other, i chose to speak to myself, always remembering it is important for me to interrogate myself, in-order for me to understand my self, to know myself, knowing that" he who knows himself, knows his god!"
it is inevitable that one would speak to himself at some-point, we all are in need for this conversation.
I dont need to raise y voice for me to hear, i only need to speak silently to myself.
Bringing us to silence, being the key to unlocking all our mysteries, there are no mysteries, there is only a misery, the misery of arrogance, one thinking," i am perfect, i am fine that way" this is the illusion and the illness that takes over all of us making us indulge into more of our ignorance and imaginary self fulfillment, driving us down onto the long path of restlessness.
I am weak, i admit, we all are, here i go again, justifying my weakness to myself, allowing me to overcome the fact that i am weak, and make it valid to be weak. yet i beg to differ with what i just said, weakness is normal, it is a characteristic it is a fact, but change is also a fact. In other-words, we all are entitled to be weak but we also are given the power to be less weak and more strong, making our weaknesses relative, and as-long as it is relative then i might be stronger then i was yesterday and that is the challenge, am i becoming stronger?
being stronger is not being powerful, being rich ore being famous, being stronger happens on the main levels, physically strong meaning having a strong immune system, yet it doesn't stop their, it needs to go beyond that into becoming a stronger thinker a wiser man everyday, and it also shouldn't stop there, it has to get to the point where one becomes spiritually strong and immune.
A whole human being, or the attempt to be a whole human being is trying to get this balance between the body and the soul straight, through one's self.
The self, an offspring of the unity of body and soul, bears both its good and its bad, what good? and what bad?
The good through achieving the balance and wanting to achieve this balance, having a healthy and balanced intention. and the bad, is living out of this balance, not only that, but actually choosing not to know, and choosing ignorance to be the path in which one travels his journey of life.
I am only talking to myself, and only responsible for myself, i bear no responsibility for others and no one bears responsibility for me.


NOW IS THE TIME. NOW IS THE PLACE.